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burning down a bridge.

10:26 PM
I had run out of words to describe what we had back then.It was always like going to familiar places again and again but never got boring.Even it was always exciting. Funny, isn't it?Whenever we got the time to spend together, it would never be enough, for me especially.I remember years ago I wrote how I would always remember you.I did, by the...

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sendiri (2).

2:10 AM
Tahun ini beneran mulai kerasa hidup jadi orang dewasa. Udah berhasil punya gelar (dan lagi berusaha nambah satu lagi, semoga cepet kelar hehe), mulai kerja, biayain semua kebutuhan harian sendiri, dan mulai nabung lebih serius untuk masa depan. Sebenernya ngga begitu kaget, karena ya sebagian besar udah pernah dilakuin sedikit sedikit dari masih jadi mahasiswa. Tapi tetep rasanya beda, karena aku merasa leveled...

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if a time machine does exist.

8:32 PM
if a time machine does exist,and time travel wouldn't change or cause any effect of the future,i would come visiting myself in the past, the teenage me in secondary school and high school.i would just tell them that they're doing great, even the best they could. that they didn't deserve any bad treatments they're facing. that it's not their fault, and they'd done...

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melawan dunia.

2:47 AM
PMS got me like I'm buried under a ton of sorrow. It's two-thirty a.m. and I'm not doing my work. Instead, I sadly am romanticizing every sad song on my playlist. Here's one to listen to for everyone who's been struggling in a relationship. I know, we don't even know if this is gonna work or not, but let's just believe that whatever...

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sendiri.

2:44 AM
Selama di Bandung jam tidur makin kacau. Nggak ada yang ngeharusin bangun pagi, jadi malah sering baru tidur ketika udah pagi. Kalo jam-jam segini tuh aku suka keinget hal-hal yang udah lewat.Barusan keinget dua tahun lalu, masa-masa baru pindah ke Jatinangor. Seminggu pertama di sana kalo lagi video call entah kenapa tiba-tiba suka sedih. Sedih yang sampe nangis gitu. Tapi nangisnya marah juga,...

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